Nika's bumpy but worth it journey on finding herself.

I had fun meeting new people on the job I got last May. Unfortunately it wasn’t enough of a reason for me to stay. The work became repetitive and the targets finally got to me. I had fun and I enjoyed the work but it wasn’t meant for me.

I don’t know what I’ll do again. I know I want to help our family but I can’t if I stay there. I’m hoping I can find what works for me soon. I want to have my own cafe where I can serve homemade pastries, it’s still my goal, I just need to figure out a way to make it happen.

We’ll my bestfriend should’ve already left last April but her flight keeps getting canceled. Must be because of the uprisings in the Middle East. I think she’ll be leaving soon because they were given again a new flight schedule. I feel it won’t be canceled this time. I’m sad that she’s leaving but I know its what she wants. It’s her dream to work somewhere else and be surrounded with good medical equipment like ecg machines and learn a lot more about treating patients.

I may not look like I support her, but I do. It’s her life and it’s her adventure to take. Although it saddens me that I won’t see her as much, I’m happy knowing that she’s happy following her dreams. Our friendship isn’t bounded by how far we are from each other. Even if she’s on the other side of the world, she’ll still be my friend and I will still be her friend.

I need to shop for clothes. I’ve been working at home for quite a while so my wardrobe consists of comfortable clothes only fit for running errands in the mall and the supermarket. >.< I'm not into buying clothes so most of my funds were used for buying baking equipment/ingredients, gadgets, domains/hosting and paying for expenses.

I don't own any blac label clothing since I never thought of needing them. Now that I’ll be working again and meeting new people, I need to upgrade my current clothes to be presentable. I can’t just show up in jeans and a t-shirt, wearing sneakers (or flip-flops).

Well our move is almost done. Our new home is almost done since the screendoor company just finished installing the one for the front door. We’re still thinking whether to stick with steel like we did with the screendoor or if we’ll get wooden ones. I think Mom’s leaning towards the steel-framed cabinets with glass walls so she can display her china.

I wonder if steel buildings ever rust? I was just thinking how the Eiffel Tower and big bridges stay rust-free while being exposed to the elements for tons of years. Our smaller steel-based counters and clothesline all have been damaged by rust already and they’ve only been with us for a few years. O.o

I don’t love it as much when the weather turns from sunny to rainy over and over again. I’m still a bit sick with the flu and work starts tomorrow. I just hope the vitamins I’m taking will help so I can be alert and refreshed tomorrow. ^_^

I”m so excited to finally be part of a new family again. I haven’t worked in an office setting for quite a while now so I hope I adjust well and be happy with the organization I’m joining.