Chronicles of Nika

The break outs I’m currently experiencing is making me even more stressed out. I don’t know what product to use on my face anymore. The ones I have right now are not working and even the old ones I used isn’t helping when I tried them again. I do hope its not acne, but if that is the case, I’ll have to find the best acne treatment possible without breaking my budget. I’m going to hold using the LR products I got and find a gentler one.

I don’t know why but diet pills really don’t work for me. Maybe part of the reason it won’t work for me is because I always forget to take it daily. I have a weird sleeping pattern so I’m awake on different times each day. I’m forgetful and one of the things I tend to forget would be to take pills even when I am sick. If I had a personal assistant who would remind me and have the same weird sleeping patterns as mine, those pills might work for me.

I have been using a night face cream a couple of weeks ago but I stopped. Mom noticed that it was making our faces darker and that’s still without sun exposure. I know it for a fact because I had been cooped up in my room working on some projects and the only places I went to was the bathroom and the kitchen/dining area. I’m still trying to find a better alternative which wouldn’t badly affect my skin so for now I’m not using any facial products.

I admit, I do stop and listen (or read) when I see advertisements that talks about weight loss. I’m overweight and I can’t really keep the weight off. At times I know its futile to keep reading fat burner reviews but it gives me some flicker of hope that I will one day win this battle and lose a lot of weight and get to my weight goal.

One of the hardest things in life is moving. Not just emotionally but also physically. Hauling stuff around isn’t easy especially if you have some big furniture lying around. I haven’t really tried local movers yet since we always use a relative or friend’s truck or van to help move things around. Although if we have to move again somewhere far from Batangas, like maybe QC, we’d have to get our stuff hauled with big mover trucks already. My sister who just moved from her condo unit to my grandmother’s house, had to get her stuff three times using a car. Waste of gas if you ask me.

I haven’t gained weight, thank God. Hopefully I lose weight soon, at least some before our HK trip. Drew said we’ll walk a lot so I really don’t want to get tired easily because I’m heavy. When I get the chance, maybe I can get myself a dip station. I haven’t been able to get myself to the gym yet. My lazy butt wont budge. I’m just not that comfortable in crowded areas and the gyms here are crowded. I’ll just have to get myself an exercise machine if I can’t get over my tiny fear of gyms.

I still haven’t landed a traditional job yet, although I do have some sources of income right now. I’m working freelance on a lot of things and I am also trying to market one of my Uncle’s businesses which are Pilsatherm PP3 pipes and fittings, as well as water closets. I’m also trying to work on making a simple pet site or adoptables first so I can relax. Coloring cute critters take off the stress I feel so I’d like to get some pets to color and distribute either in PI or on my own domain. Someone suggested that I take medical coding training courses since I’m at home. I might but I would like to focus most of my attention to a pet site right now.

I asked the all around carpenter, electrician and gardener who was fixing my room about dim lights. I wanted to get some for the four corners of my room so I can choose which light I want on when I’m resting or listening to my instrumental music collection. He said it will cost me around P2k-3k so I said i’ll have to save still. I saw some Murray Feiss lighting while I was looking for goodlighting options and I really like them. I would want to get one for our home when we build our own house. I know Mom will love it.

Been busy the past few weeks with renovations done on the room. Had lots of woodworking done so I haven’t been able to do much but keep an eye as they worked on the pieces I wanted. Hopefully February will be easier in terms of housework load. Although I have to siblings whose birthday falls this month so we might be a little busy with celebrations, especially since my third sibling is turning 18.

I’ve tried a bit of weight loss products in the past and I think part of the reason why it failed on me was my failure to follow through. Sometimes when I started feeling a little discomfort, I stopped taking them. I’ve wasted some of the things I bought due to that. I might try it again and see if i can really finish the whole pack just to see if the stuff really works.