This week has been filled with deaths of people we know who are unrelated from each other. It made me realize how things can change in such a short time. One moment you’re with them the next, they’re gone from here forever. I want to spend as much time as possible living my life the way I want to. That way I will be able to accept and feel ready for death when it comes knocking. I want to try the things I’ve always wanted to do and live my life to the fullest. I think I am ready for it. God has been slowly teaching me how I can let go of my worries and just leave everything to Him. It took a lot of tears, trials and triumphs over them before it finally sank in. I’m leaving my life to Jesus like the birds do. I’m going to live without worrying with a steady faith that He will provide everything that I will ever need. 
Like what people say, each end summons a start of new things. The coming year is filled with new beginnings for me. It will be the start of my travels and escapades. I’ll take time to practice amateur photography, taking random pictures of metal buildings, beautiful landscapes, amazing people. I’d like to catch each moment in an image that I can keep and go back to when I need something to lift my spirits up. I’ll invest in learning everything I can on baking and pastries. I wish to attend the Notter School of Pastry Arts and I will do my best with God’s help to get there.