Chronicles of Nika

I’m kinda addicted to it again after taking a bit of hiatus from Restaurant City for awhile. xD But I keep encountering errors when I try to play it. I had to upgrade again my flashplayer even though it worked properly last night. Its frustrating me so much since I want to level up. those gourmet points are taking so long to pile in. >.<

I haven't been playing Pet Society either and my sister takes care of my Farm Town. Lol. I am currently trying to level up my Happy Farm just so I can buy off all the lots available. Mina and Von even tried to teach me poker so we could play the one by zynga but all these games in Facebook is driving me crazy. So much software development in just a small span of time. There are so much applications to choose from in Facebook that at times I don’t want to log-in anymore. It gets addicting to the point that I don’t notice how much time has passed. Tsk.

My schedules are hectic these past few weeks. Its getting more hectic now since we have to start filling in the classes we lost when the 10 day suspension due to the ah1n1 alert at the university. I will also be moving on Sunday to Manila. My schedules are getting erratic so I need a place nearer to school and easier to go home to at night.

Ack. I got the dreaded flu the other day and my head is ringing till now. -_-

I want to bang my head on the wall because it hurts so much and then I have trouble breathing because my nose is clogged. My throat is so sore from coughing and I feel sick when I stand up. *cries* I think it was a blessing in disguise when classes today were called off and given to the Tuesday/Thursday schedule for their first make-up classes. I have until Saturday to recuperate and be back to healthy and alive for classes on Monday again. Its storming here in Batangas so its perfect time to drown myself in medications so I can sleep like a baby. All this coughing and sneezing can wear out a person. T_T

I haven’t been to the doctor yet since I don’t have the funds for a consultation. Seriously its getting expensive. We don’t have Medicare like before so getting confined can make serious holes in our pockets. If I was in the US I’d look into the Blue Advantage since I saw another PI players mention it in the VBGA forums. For now I’d have to suck it up and just take OTC medications plus lots of fruit, liquids and rest.

She was just admitted after lunch. She’s already dehydrated so they had to take her in so she can get IV fluids to hydrate her. She’s a finicky eater when she’s sick so we’ve been having a hard time making her eat for the past 3 days and it was a bit hard to make her take meds. She’s harder to deal with than a sick child when she’s not feeling well. Hopefully she wouldn’t be there long. My classes will start again on Monday (after being suspended due to the AH1N1 cases from the university). So we’ll be shifting schedules this week to look after Mom. The hospital she’s in is no Westgate but it will do. We know the doctors and nurses there so I know she’ll be taken care of. Plus they’ve been rebuilding and renovating it so it would have better facilities. Their lobby even has a bit of a hotel feel in it. xD

I want the SIMS3. Seriously. T_T

I’ve loved the SIMS when I was younger and I still love it. Hahaha. My sister who is finicky about computer games and deems them a waste of time snubbed all the games I showed her before except SIMS. It was the only game she really got interested in before before facebook apps came into play. We all love making houses and the larger the lot the better. Since I’ve heard from other players that the game has come out I’ve been itching to get it. I still need to save some money because its priced at $56.90 at the EA Store. I would’ve had no qualms spending the money I had left in my Paypal for it but my sister already has dibs on them. I’m moving to GA Tower 2 around the first week of July with her and her officemates. We have to pay the 2 month advance and 1 month deposit thing so I had promised her the amount I’ve saved. I figured it will be cheaper if i stayed with her there than commute from Batangas to school every time I have class. We can both save a lot as well because since we get to have a small kitchen, we can simply cook and pack our food and bring them to school/office rather than buy at the canteens. I can also get a water dispenser and order mineral water that we can use to fill our logo water bottles that we can bring as well. I don’t drink water in school. I have a very sensitive stomach. T_T

I’m praying for more moolah this June and July so I can get SIMS 3 and hopefully a new pc as well since I’d need one when I move. We’re getting internet there and I really need it for school. The cheapest desktops that I’ve seen lately go around in the $300 range, and they’re basic. The netbook I’ve been drooling at (MSI Wind U100 Plus) is at $533. Darn electronics are so expensive in our country. -sigh-

Before we move to another house, we’ll be getting this one fixed in time for the owner’s arrival on August. We’ll most probably get a new paint job for the whole house and some on the roof. Some of the cabinets will be re-made as well because of some termites. >.<

I've been looking online for some of the stuffs needed to fix some of the broken things such as the lights on the gate. I found some outdoor lighting and the wall mounted ones interested me. We’ll most likely get a wall mounted lighting for the gate of this house we’re living in before we move out. For my dream house I’ve gotten interested on hanging lanterns. I’m interested on the Liz Jordan “Valley” item that they have. That would look really nice on my dream porch.

I feel so sorry for myself right now. I’m having stomach cramps and its intolerable. *cries* I’ve been whining and whimpering like a deranged person but I just couldn’t stop. It hurts so much.

Les said I could try taking Buscopan and I did, but it still hurts like hell. :’( I also tried hot compress but it didn’t work. Also tried oil but still nothing. :’( I have an early class tomorrow so I just pray it heals after I wake up tomorrow. The airconditioning on buses in the morning is really chilly so I need to take a jacket with me to cover my stomach. I don’t easily feel crappy with whatever gets thrown at me but the only things that can make my mood sourer than a vinegar are my cluster headaches and stomach cramps. *cries*

I saw one of my blockmates yesterday at school. It seems he’ll be taking masters. I feel a bit sad that I’m still taking undergrad studies but then I remember that I am happy because I am finally getting closer to my goal of graduating. Like what many have said, focus on the positive and build up on that. I should remember that since I also presented about appreciative inquiry last term for my final speech in my speech class.

It made me miss my college friends though. I haven’t seen Andrew, Au and Vicky for a bit of time now. I see Mina a lot since I tend to visit their house when I have free time in school. I like seeing my cute godson. xD Seeing this health insurance leads site made me remember Au even more. She works in a company related to the insurance industry. I haven’t seen Au since last year I think. Way too long already. Maybe our schedules will meet once I graduated. I’d really want to go out of town with them. We need some bonding time and some time off from stresses of real life. xD

I really am sick of the news. Its always those scandals being shown and I just wish they’d stop airing it already. I’ve already stopped watching the news because of it. Even some professors drop some “hints” about them during the first day of class. >.> Its a serious issue and should be dealt as such but not to the point that news become tabloids. I don’t read tabloids, why would I watch one?

On a lighter note, I’ve been trying to create or visualize my dream house. Some say it helps greatly if we visualize what we want so I’ve been doing that and I really think it works. Promise.

That’s one of my dream patio sets. I never really had a large outdoor area in the houses we lived in so when I get my dream house, I want a large outdoor area. I’d love to live near a lake but if that’s not feasible, a pool would be fine. Then a vast garden which will house large old trees and beautiful flowers that bloom at different intervals of the year so that we’ll have blooms all year round. Plus a hammock and a waterfall. I’m still working on the details but jotting them down here makes it easier for me to visualize it more and add new ideas.

I just feel like crying. Why do people who disappear from our lives suddenly show up again when we’ve finally mended our hearts and lives? I’m just tired and my chest hurts so much right now. I just want to know what’s the deal. If its not meant to be just disappear forever and not just show up randomly causing chaos in my quiet and organized world.

I don’t want to start thinking of what might have been. I just want you to disappear for real this time if its really not meant to be.